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Just Leap!
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key element of bravery, says SAKYONG MIPHAM, is abruptness—the ability
to break free from hesitation and suddenly leap from our habitual
patterns to the awake mind.
This
current dark age, to put it very simply, has come about by people not
properly being on the spot. We have ended up in a distracted, mindless
state, which meditation helps us to reverse.
Bravery, a highlight of the Shambhala teachings, is one of the
unconditioned qualities that arises as we continue to practice. On the
sacred path of the warrior, which defines bravery as “the act of both personally and socially manifesting,” we
combine meditative insight with social application. My father, Chögyam
Trungpa, who founded this lineage, explained it this way: “You might have shamatha–vipashyana awareness happening all the time. But on top of that, you have to keep up with your actual day-to-day life.” The
first form of bravery is being free of deception. If we are engaged in
deception, we are intentionally covering up a bit of nonvirtue. It is
difficult to be forthright, open, and genuine. We just go through the
motions, so much that we fool even ourselves. Perhaps we have been
wearing the clothes of spiritual lifestyle, memorizing the words of
spiritual speech, and having spiritual thoughts. Maybe we have even
encountered brave individuals on the path. But we have not had the
bravery to truly manifest in our daily life.
Abruptness snaps our mind out of discursiveness and habit. Coming
face-to-face with our deception, there is a moment of challenging
ourselves. To practice truly being present, we cannot vacillate in the
moment of immediacy. We must leap if we are to overcome our mockery of
awakenment. Whether
we find ourselves suddenly returning to the breath in meditation,
suddenly leaping beyond stinginess at work, or suddenly manifesting
courageousness at the time of death, having this level of bravery is a
game-changer. The advantage has shifted from asleep to awake—in
Shambhala terms, from the setting sun to the Great Eastern Sun. Leaping
appears abrupt, in contrast to hesitant engagement. To a novice, the
moves of a martial artist might also appear abrupt. But warriors of the
martial arts are able to move suddenly as a result of training—years of
studying their own minds and bodies as well as simultaneously knowing
their environment. This is demonstrated in The Art of War,
where Sun Tzu presents a sudden attack as the result of a well-trained
army. The warriors’ ability to jump into the situation comes from not
living in the deception of past or future. They are immediately in the
present. Since they are comfortable in the present and because their
virtue is up-to-date, they have left nothing exposed; there is nothing
to fear. Knowing themselves and understanding the situation enables them
to leap. In
our own case, lack of abruptness indicates ambivalence toward ourselves
and our environment. We feel cautious and overanalytical. We would like
to lead life with a thirty-second delay. Rather than addressing
deception at the root, we would rather not live fully. Our hesitancy is
an attempt to cover our exposed areas. We cannot truly be brave. The
inability to show up in our life at the moment of truth is a mockery of
our own supposedly spiritual principles. It
is all too easy to become entangled in mockery’s trap, where we read
without doing, write without living, speak without invoking, or meditate
without realizing. To stay in this trap is dangerous for the warrior,
for it creates a husk of detachment. Because this husk is invisible, we
are unable to see our own deception. As
for why we are often unable to leap, it is a matter of being attached
to our habits, and at the same time, frightened of egolessness. Habit is
synonymous with ego. We do not want anything to penetrate us. We see
situations that are immediate or uncomfortable as threatening; they are
threatening our habit. We are afraid of taking that leap. Egolessness
indicates freedom and space. Leaping into that space is the Shambhala
principle of true spirituality entering into our entire life. Abruptness
is the moment we show the depth of our character as well as our
training. It shows that we have established the reasons we want to live
and manifest according to the principles of awakenment. We have worked
through habitual patterns and laziness. With abruptness—that moment when
we switch our allegiance from habitual pattern to awake mind—we move
forward. We shed our cowardice, traversing from indecision and fear into
genuineness and lucidity. If there are any threads of deception, they
are quickly exposed. We have left the land of make-believe and entered
the moment of actually embodying warriorship principles.
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